I'm going through changes...

To quote Black Sabbath, "I'm going through changes."  I knew when I accepted my invitation to volunteer with the Peace Corps that I would be making some major life changes.  When I first began thinking of these changes they were mere ideas that were seemingly far off in the distance.  Well, let me tell you, those changes have begun happening at an alarming rate.  Here are some of those changes that I have been going through.

1.) Petsworth Elementary School:  I broke the news to my third grade students that I would not be returning after our holiday break. Some students were confused, others saddened, and others showed little to no reaction.  They asked some interesting questions as I did my best to explain to them where I was going and what I would be doing (not that I know very much about either).  We celebrated the holiday season and said our goodbyes as they moved their desks into their new classrooms.  As I packed up my room and bid adieu to the amazing people I worked with it still didn't hit me that I was not going to be coming back.  I saw my classroom empty and I turned in my key.  I did not know how much I was going to miss my students and friends until I was driving home after our last workday before the break.  It happened so fast.  The transition between having a place and a purpose to being thrown into a brand new adventure.  I miss everyone there already.

2.)  My room:  I moved back home (thanks Mom and Dad) in order to get my ducks in a row before leaving.  I have been packing up my childhood room.  I guess I might be a little late in the game as far as this goes (I am 24... I guess it's time).  I never realized how strange it would feel to pack up ALL of the stuff I have accumulated over those 24 years.  I have a ridiculous amount of Rubbermaid bins filled with all kinds of odds and ends in an effort to make sure everything is stored and out of my room before I leave.  So, there's another empty room I'll be leaving behind.

3.)  Christmas:  I had an amazing Christmas this year.  My grandparents from California were able to come for the holiday as were my grandparents who live nearby.  There were a lot of laughs shared and games played.  I was able to see my seven-year-old little brother open all of his gifts from Santa.  He was more amazed as each gift was opened.  How did Santa know him so well? There were some tears and hugs shared between my parents and myself as we realized that this would be the last Christmas we would be spending together for awhile.  I never thought I would find myself saying this because I tend to avoid confrontation at all costs, but I will miss my family bickering.  I will miss people arguing over who is going to sit where and why, what game we're going to play, who's opening the next present, and so on and so forth.  I think I will miss this because even though we bicker and annoy each other we secretly know that, that is what makes us a family.

Continuing with the Christmas theme, I received many essential items to pack for my trip.  These items ranged from electrical converters and adapters to a kindle and sheets.  I'm planning on getting down to brass tacks in terms of my packing list and securing the rest of the items that I will need to take.

Wait, I'm moving to Guyana?

Time seems to be flying by ever more quickly as January 30th approaches!  I have not done much in terms of preparing other than completing my passport and visa applications.  I'm wondering if this is sufficient or if I am being lackadaisical?

My colleagues have been filled with questions about my motivations and goals.  I have not been able to answer all of their questions.  I have found that I am able to graciously accept the unknown.  I am much more comfortable with the vague and undefined.   It turns out the application process is the first step in Peace Corps training.   All of my administration and colleagues have been extremely supportive regarding my decision to leave in the middle of the school year. I spent some time today counting down the short time that I have left with my amazing students and friends.  Only 23 days! Ah, I can't believe that the beginning of this year has flown by so quickly.  I hope that in the half of a year I've been able to get to know them, I have left some lasting impression.  I hope my grade level chair will keep in contact with Skype, e-mails, or letters (depending on my technological capabilities)! Let's make it happen Jes. I will miss them dearly.

I started to panic in realizing how few days I have left here.  I need to start making a list of packing needs and a list of people I have to visit before I leave.  So much to do in what feels like such a short amount of time!  My new adventure lives constantly in the forefront of my mind.  I have found myself waking up the past few days and taking a few moments to soak in my surroundings, I am a very fortunate person.

It starts!

My official invitation kit that was supposed to arrive in 5 - 10 business days arrived in only one!  I have been invited to officially to serve in Guyana, which is located on the northeast coast of South America.  I'll be leaving January 30 and I am so excited that this is all finally coming to fruition.  I need to make a list of people to see and things to do before I leave!

Initial Invitation

It's finally here!  I received my informal invitation from the Peace Corps via e-mail.  I have been invited to serve in South America as a Community Education Promoter leaving in late January 2012.  Looking forward to learning more and starting this adventure!